Tomorrow; May 05, 2008 (Monday) is Gon Freecs's 18th Birthday!!! kyaaaaaaaaahhh!!! ! _{*assuming that Gon's year of birth was 1990*}

It would be a very special day for us Gon fans! esp. for the birthday boy!! so let us all greet him a very happy happy birthday!!!

man, i'm just so happy! at last... Gon will finally turn 18!!! kyaaaah!! ->w<-
it only means that he's not a kid (the 12-year-old kid we used to know) anymore!!! ha-ha! yes!!! XD

I believe that Gon grows old, as well as the rest of the anime charas, 'coz they have their own birthdays right? nee? Even though most of them didn't specify their year of birth, it doesn't mean that they will stay at the same age forever, i believe that they also grow old, just like us, well, i think we just can't barely see how their physical appearance transform while they're growing old 'coz their life stories were short and limited on TV. XD
But i still wonder why it has got to be on that way, if they could only run all anime forever, 24 hours a day!!! ha-ha! it's quite exciting!!! just imagine, we could watch how Grandpa Gon and granpa Killua travel and fight with the oldie villains (when we reach the same age too), ha-ha-ha!!
*daydreams*

i hate it when they say that anime charas never grow old, saying that they were immortals, immortals 'coz they were only fiction; that they were not true, that they didn't even/never exist in this world! arrghh!!

if Gon is not true then, how did he catch my attention just like that even though i've never felt any attraction to anybody since i was a kid? how did he turn my anger (on him) into -censored-? (i got very angry when hxh has been introduced and became more popular than yu yu hakusho (also known as ghost fighter) here in our country, 6 years ago; thinking that hxh is nothing but an immitator (at that time, yyh is my all time fave, that's why. ) and Gon is nothing but a... little freak comparing with yyh's main chara (or eugene) (i really really hate Gon before! ha-ha! whenever i see him, it really makes me go, BOOM!!! i really hate his hair that time ) lol
whenever i think of my first impression on him, i just can't help but laugh!! ha-ha! i mean, just look what happened, i turned into a crazy fan over him!! , now i understand why they often say _{"the more you hate, the more you.... " eeeerrrrr!!}
ahehe

and... if he's not true then, how did he make me realize what i really want to be? and why does he often show in my dreams? how did he inspire me to draw further though i'm not really that devoted in drawing?.. and many more!! *sol!*

but what i am really thinking is... if Gon is only Yoshihiro's imagination, then... _{why am i having this... such wonderful feeling... for him?} eeeeeerrrrr... i mean, you know, that feeling whenever we're having a new stuff of our fave chara? or or whenever we imagine/think of them... whenever we watch them, seeing the way they smile! kyaah!! >w< or seeing thing(s) which remind(s) us of them... or seeing them (their image) anywhere/unexpectedly!! ! yay! cloud9 baby! i'm sure you're also familiar with that heavenly feeling, nee?

but... despite of it, i can't help being sad to think that he doesn't know how famous he is in our world; that he doesn't even know us (his fans)! TT____________________________________TT
he don't know/can't feel how much we love him, how much we idolize him, how much we care for him!!!
<sub>knowing that we're a world apart, it's sad, eventhough i live happily with my loved ones, i still feel that... something's missing, i still feel so incomplete!
and i freakin' know that that missing piece is... him! ><!
since he came, everything changed... he made my life extraordinary... and i did'nt like it! i'm contented and happy to be normal! he ruined my peaceful environment and i need him to fix it right away!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

well, actually, even though he's a pain in the ass... i'm somewhat very very thankful that i met him...
because of him, my life has never been this colorful... XD

ohh!! all i want is to see him in person! even just tomorrow, so i could greet him, that's all... >.>, OH, if i could only grant my own wish... T_____________TT

anyway, i believe, whoever that person who gave me a dream, who made me believe that, "with life, there's still hope"; that nothing's impossible...
the one keeps me going crazy , the one who's inspiring me in every little thing i do... and the one who have gave me this very special feeling...
i am very sure, that that very special person is 100% living! ^-^
I want to take this opportunity to thank him, to thank him for all the good things he have done to all, for the good thoughts and precious memories he have shared, and most of all... for teaching me how beautiful life is...
DOMO ARIGATO GOZAIMASU!!! T^T

HAPPY HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU GON FREECS! WE WISH YOU ALL THE BEST!!! ^__T</sub>